whats the word?

there is a thought inside my soul
but I don't know the words
I hope that you can help me out
so that I can tell you what I mean

for it is not alot of fun
to not know what to say
I hope the word comes about
so I can go away

but if I go I will not know what it is what I mean
so I will try to find you and run until I find
the man that I had lost
in the park one day